As I sit and wonder why, seeing all that you have done to me my son, feeling the pain in my heart the hurt you have to given me, it saddens my heart because you will wake one day to realize what you have done.

No one loves you like I do, turning the other cheek because I still see good in you, your actions are yours to answer for that is why I pray to God to show you the right path.

Never knowing what life may bring, I am sorry for the pain and heart ache that you give me, because I never want you to suffer for the wrong you have done, I just ask God to help and forgive you my son.

Because of the pain you have given me, I still stand by you my son hoping that God Will let you see what you have done. You have a child and I do pray that he will never darken your day.

You think you are a big man, but I still see the little boy who was never taught to respect his dad, but I will always love you and I would even die for you, your presence used to make me happy, but now it only makes me sad.

Because of the love I have for you my son is from God , giving me the hope to see that He will save you, and teach you to respect the one who loves you, your dear old dad.